Yes, I know that my words are very pale. But so am I. If going down with a illness is not enough, my computer also got a virus today! Everything becomes so slow... Then suddenly cannot even start up lorhx, switch on only then will crash.
AND THIS MEANS THAT THIS BLOG IS ALSO INFECTED BY MY VIRUS! QUIT NOW BEFORE IT SPREADS TO YOU!!! WAHAHA!
No larhx, just kidding. I used a command prompt which my bro taught me to use, and effectively removed the virus. Yarhx, I am now an outdated and semi-useless walking and talking anti-virus hardware! Which is why I can even write this post now, if not I would be banging my head on both wall and keyboard. Luckily so, because this is still e-learning week! Now, I still have 3 assignments to go.
Well, this has definitely been a hard week, not just for me, but for Doreen too! She's been complaining of dizziness, and has been showing signs of headaches! Poor thing, she's resting her fragile self now at home, while I'm writing this post. Hope she gets well soon.
But all these difficulties did serve as a lesson for me! It was only then that I remembered to humble myself yet again and seek God for help. I had been too busy doing this and that to remember to seek God for help. My illness had been bugging me for quite some time, and I kept allowing me to frustrate myself over it. I had also been struggling with my computer, trying in vain to fix the problem, and at the same time cursing the malicious source of the virus.
When I finally gave up, I surrendered to God in prayer and allowed him to work in me. No words can really describe what happened with enough detail to convince critics and the common skeptic, but all I can say is that I am now strong enough and able to log on to the internet to write this blog.
The power of prayer is a very potent tool. The Earth trembles and the Oceans roar at its power. Its power originates from God! However, it is very hard for man. even devoted Christians, to fully utilize its power, because of doubt, which is also good, because if every man on Earth were to hold the power of prayer in their hands, I shudder to think what would become of the universe now. So now, with what little faith I have, I am rid of my problems, and I have gained one more. My wish, other than to grow spiritually with my walk with God and to spread the good news of the Gospel to as many people as possible, is to teach Doreen to do the same, but timid as I am, I am afraid to do so. I pray for courage, and the right time to do so.
Prior to this, I've been going through this week alone, grumbling of overstuffed assignments and duties. But now, I have God by my side! Many times, we are too busy in our lives, and tend to forget the main issue in our lives. Too engrossed in money to care for family, too obsessed by lust to remember to trust, too embedded in power to cherish your hour. Would a crowd full of people be able to hear the cricket sounding in the bush? No, but a child can. But if someone were to drop coins on the floor, that same crowd would promptly turn over and look. Dear reader, what are you tuned to hear? Studies? Money? Power? If so, why not family? Care? Love? And most important of all, if one can grasp its significance, God? He has always been there, calling out to you, waiting for you to go to Him. What a wretched fool I was, basking in the dark for so long before going to Him! I bid you not do the same mistake, and use every moment to seek Him earnestly now! How great is our God! He is worthy of our praise! Selah!
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