24th May 2007

I know that I've been falling in love since the day I met her, but I think that I'm falling deeper in love by the day!

Today I met Doreen under our block, where I were to give her some maths tuition. The night before, we had been exchanging very mushy messages, and so did we this afternoon. But when I felt the warmth of her embrace, I found my heart taken away by her. And the various kisses we shared together were magical. The gifts that she always gives me, sweet nothings, hugs, kisses, they are great. But the greatest gift of all that she has given me, if only I could say to her without blushing all red, is "the gift of knowing you."

Though, I must not forget my awesome God as well. That He sent His one and only Son to die on the cross for our sins, such love for us... The Bible even portrays our relationship to God as that similar to a true couple's. What a fool I am, yet again, to not realize the significance of this passage! Doreen, however, helped me realize it. If the love of an unmarried couple can be so amazing, lo, the love of us and God, would be indescribable! Many times, I would pray for my relationship with Doreen to flourish. And flourish it did, flourish beyond my wildest dreams! So much I have learnt! That in truth, the best gift of all I had was to know God, and how great it would be for me, when she finally shares in this gift! As I had asked God to have mercy on me, I bid God have the same mercy on her... So much more I have to learn, for compared to God, I am nothing. To the angels, I am but void. To the great men of faith, I am but vanity! But oh! What precious love of God divine! That saved a wretch like me. I am but young, and still have a long way to go, but how I wish that I could share my life, present and future, and eternity on heaven with her...

But what bids me do, I listen. Because the reason that I was with her was because of God... It all started from a badminton session which the church hosted... And it was God who touched me to tell her the good news, though I've fallen so deeply in love with her before I even started doing so... Ah, so many things to say... May I continue on another day... Till then God bless y'all, and wish that you all will accept the greatest gift of love soon; that of knowing a true God! How Great is our God, so beautiful beyond description! He is most worthy of our praise!